Changes
Sometimes I look at my old friends, those who I'm not that close to any longer. They have changed so much. Which is good, 'cause you are supposed to change. No one can be the same person forever. But this makes me think - have I changed? Have I ever changed? Am I standing still?
I wish I could answer these questions, but it's hard since I'm just beeing me. I wasn't such a music freak three years ago, and sure, that's a change and it's a good one, but it's not really those changes I'm looking for. Still, I probably have changed in other ways to. I should have, since it's a part of growing up. I don't try to flee from life as often nowadays, so I guess that's good. I keep more (feelings, thoughts) to myself also - Not a good change though.
Or maybe it isn't always good to change. What do you think? Hard question to answer, since I don't know what answers I'm looking for.
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Okay, so I'm leaving the serious stuff now. I was looking for some clothes today. Found a t-shirt I liked (I'm such a t-shirt whore) ^^. And I also tried a few dresses to my graduation. But gosh, it's so hard! The thing is that I want like a "perfect" dress (well, I have kind of a picture of it in my head... which makes it hard), and one that every other student who graduates don't have. Makes it even more difficult. lol. Found one that I kinda liked though, so if I don't find one next weekend I will probably buy that one.
You see, the thing is that it's a tradition in Sweden that the girls have white dresses/other clothing when they take the upper-secondary final examination (as the dictionary translated "ta studenten"). Of course, you don't have to wear white, but I want to.
I won't go to the prom though. Actually, I have no interest for it. I don't know why, but even it's an "unforgettable moment", as people claim it to be (often the ones who hasn't yet been to the prom), but it's just expensive and... well, I feel like I definitely can survive without it. ^^ Spending the money in Athens seems like a way more fun alternative :D
I wish I could answer these questions, but it's hard since I'm just beeing me. I wasn't such a music freak three years ago, and sure, that's a change and it's a good one, but it's not really those changes I'm looking for. Still, I probably have changed in other ways to. I should have, since it's a part of growing up. I don't try to flee from life as often nowadays, so I guess that's good. I keep more (feelings, thoughts) to myself also - Not a good change though.
Or maybe it isn't always good to change. What do you think? Hard question to answer, since I don't know what answers I'm looking for.
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Okay, so I'm leaving the serious stuff now. I was looking for some clothes today. Found a t-shirt I liked (I'm such a t-shirt whore) ^^. And I also tried a few dresses to my graduation. But gosh, it's so hard! The thing is that I want like a "perfect" dress (well, I have kind of a picture of it in my head... which makes it hard), and one that every other student who graduates don't have. Makes it even more difficult. lol. Found one that I kinda liked though, so if I don't find one next weekend I will probably buy that one.
You see, the thing is that it's a tradition in Sweden that the girls have white dresses/other clothing when they take the upper-secondary final examination (as the dictionary translated "ta studenten"). Of course, you don't have to wear white, but I want to.
I won't go to the prom though. Actually, I have no interest for it. I don't know why, but even it's an "unforgettable moment", as people claim it to be (often the ones who hasn't yet been to the prom), but it's just expensive and... well, I feel like I definitely can survive without it. ^^ Spending the money in Athens seems like a way more fun alternative :D