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o... again with the mixed emotions... i kinda am still worried about skool, people, and homework that i havent finished yet. but im getting there. it's just so hard to put harry potter down. it's so good! i cant believe it took me 6 years to pic up the first book! like, duh! i've also been really busy at home. we are starting another big renivation. we're putting in a skylight in the living room. and so we have like a week to clean everything, and i mean everything, out of there and into the garage. so i have been painting and moving things around with my family. and i only have two weeks of summer left. but honestly, i think i am ready for skool. i think deep down, i kinda need a routine. but once i get into it, i no ill want out... im so stupid! i always contradict myself. but thats another subject. on another note... i feel so happy about so many things!> i will see so many of my friends again in like a week! i cant wait to have people around me again everyday. i am such a people person! i miss interacting with people everyday! and i have so many awesome friends, there's too many to name or even think of! i luv that! i was really sad when skool let out, on the note that i wouldnt be able to see those people over the summer cuz i didnt have that great of a relationship with them as to ask this and that and the other thing. (like numbers, or sn's, or lj's, or w/e the frick to keep in touch, and i didnt want to act like a loser cling on or a lsoer freshman! lol!) *breaths* and so i am happy that skool will resume in that sense. and, just as a side note, for all of my friends that i hug out iwth this summer, rock on. yup. i luv u guys. but i am not really looking forward to the actual skooling part of skool... i feel so stupid in skool sometimes, cuz im smart, but slow, and everyone around me (in my advanced classes) is so much smarter than me!!! ahh!!! im gonna die! and im scared about the kids in my classes and my teachers! but truely... i mean truely, and whole heartedly... this is the year that i think i have looked forward to skool the most of any summer in the history of my life. yup! i luv it! lol!
im so crazy... i am really hyper, and its really funny!
o! i want to make sure that everyone who luvs me can get a hold of me, and yet, i dont feel so comfortable with posting my cell number online. so. make sure u get a hold of me online, like on aim. or u can always email me and ill send u my info. my cell is very precious and i dont want to have stalker problems like poor mrs. shaw's sis! lol! ok, well, keep in touch y'all! luv ya tons and tons! later!
always smilin' when possible,
sean
im so crazy... i am really hyper, and its really funny!
o! i want to make sure that everyone who luvs me can get a hold of me, and yet, i dont feel so comfortable with posting my cell number online. so. make sure u get a hold of me online, like on aim. or u can always email me and ill send u my info. my cell is very precious and i dont want to have stalker problems like poor mrs. shaw's sis! lol! ok, well, keep in touch y'all! luv ya tons and tons! later!
always smilin' when possible,
sean