It's about that time
Yeah, the time that i absolutly hate.
I always get into this swing of thoughts that I need a boyfriend, well i would love to just have someone there for me other than close friends. Don't get me wrong, i do love them to death, but its just the point of having that person there to talk to, to understand you,and to hold you and know that they'll never let you go. Many people would read this and say man how desperate can this chick be? but it isn't that at all, i'm not desperate and i can wait for the one. I would just love to have someone and hold someone knowing that they are mine and not fooling around on me. Due to my last relationship i'm forever fucked because of the shit he'd make me think he'd be doing. I always thought he was cheating on me, and then finally i had to hear from one of my friends that he came to hang out for the last time with me and that fuck face couldn't tell me himself. I seriously hate that. If you can't be a man about things then don't bother wasting my time nor anyone elses. psssh i dont want to get started so im going to read and then hit the hay.
goodnight all <3