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I'm having one of those days again where I feel guilty for not finishing any of my fics and do exactly nothing about it besides reading them through again and going "Oh yeah, and then that was supposed to happen!" or "No, still don't know where I was going with this. Maybe it was attached to this one..." Feh. And then I think, "Well, this could kinda be finished if I add another sentence and then I can post it. As I often do. I'm keeping myself from actually doing it this time, though. The posting, not the aimless reading. Obviously I'm still doing that.
I really should be writing that article I was supposed to finish at least three weeks ago about "my experiences in the media as an ethnic minority". It's difficult because I'm probably still mildly offended by the concept of a scheme just to tick some black people boxes. I never gave a shit about minorities when I was in the majority in Trinidad (the minority was white people, if you're wondering) and I still don't give a shit now that I'm a minority in England. End of. I have a vague notion that I can do something interesting with that crossing sides thing, but...meh. Though I've written loads of things in the past where I couldn't care less about the subject matter just fine. Maybe my writing brain's just become too lazy. *le sigh* Why did I agree to this again? And then I'm gonna have to read it in public.
I really should be writing that article I was supposed to finish at least three weeks ago about "my experiences in the media as an ethnic minority". It's difficult because I'm probably still mildly offended by the concept of a scheme just to tick some black people boxes. I never gave a shit about minorities when I was in the majority in Trinidad (the minority was white people, if you're wondering) and I still don't give a shit now that I'm a minority in England. End of. I have a vague notion that I can do something interesting with that crossing sides thing, but...meh. Though I've written loads of things in the past where I couldn't care less about the subject matter just fine. Maybe my writing brain's just become too lazy. *le sigh* Why did I agree to this again? And then I'm gonna have to read it in public.