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trying to hold on to something that you know is wrong, telling yourself a lie so much that you believe it? me- i do that. i've done it for a year and a half. i've talked myself into staying with someone who i know is completely wrong for me, only because i let them into my life. i don't regret it, i just wish i wouldn't have told myself something so many times that i believed it for so long. i'm done. it took two weeks to realize what i should have been living for. 2 weeks mind you, after a year+ and now that i have that i hope it never leaves. love is unconditional. the way life should be when you are doing things right. i thought God was punishing me for the longest time. i asked him to make someone change. but then i realized, God was telling me that it was me who had to change. I can't make someone do the right things, i have to be in charge of me, what i do. and therefore- i have to love and let live. now i'm moving on.