my heart is broke but i have some glue
well, my high school career ended the same way it started: kicking, screaming and crying. fuckers.
the auditorium was so hot and I was wearing the stupid polyester thingy and I was sweaty and it was long but nice and then when it ended my mom was like "omg, I'm so hot. We're going now. Go get your diploma quick and hurry up." and I was like "damn son, now I don't get to give my friends their cards, congratulate everyone, have grad cake, take pictures, get people to sign my yearbook or have nice memories of commencement."
well, to make a long story short I ended up swearing at my mom and walking home from stupid commencement. My dad took the car out to find me and lecture me on "sending my mom f-bombs when that woman sat through a long, boring ceremony like a saint".
saint my ass. I'm sorry, I'm being a huge brat, but this was a big thing and I was hot too and I was bored too and I was maybe a little disapointed I didn't get an award and I wanted nice pictures with my friends and family (the rest who bailed) and I really just wanted to be able to celebrate and now I'm just sitting in my stupid room. I think I may have thrown my camera into my dresser too (it's in it's case and my stupid tassle hat though)
I think I'm just exhausted, prom was tuesday and I was out late at Maria's whatever thingy last night. Everything is such a letdown and I sound so very emo but argh!
And the worst part is.. everyone else is busy with their commencement celebrations (of course my family isn't having one) or they're flying to Europe or working and I feel very lonely.
When I was walking home I considered running to Adrienne's house and then remembered we weren't friends because being this upset about stupid school was something so gr9 and 10!
argh, I'm so mad at myself right now.
phooey.
the auditorium was so hot and I was wearing the stupid polyester thingy and I was sweaty and it was long but nice and then when it ended my mom was like "omg, I'm so hot. We're going now. Go get your diploma quick and hurry up." and I was like "damn son, now I don't get to give my friends their cards, congratulate everyone, have grad cake, take pictures, get people to sign my yearbook or have nice memories of commencement."
well, to make a long story short I ended up swearing at my mom and walking home from stupid commencement. My dad took the car out to find me and lecture me on "sending my mom f-bombs when that woman sat through a long, boring ceremony like a saint".
saint my ass. I'm sorry, I'm being a huge brat, but this was a big thing and I was hot too and I was bored too and I was maybe a little disapointed I didn't get an award and I wanted nice pictures with my friends and family (the rest who bailed) and I really just wanted to be able to celebrate and now I'm just sitting in my stupid room. I think I may have thrown my camera into my dresser too (it's in it's case and my stupid tassle hat though)
I think I'm just exhausted, prom was tuesday and I was out late at Maria's whatever thingy last night. Everything is such a letdown and I sound so very emo but argh!
And the worst part is.. everyone else is busy with their commencement celebrations (of course my family isn't having one) or they're flying to Europe or working and I feel very lonely.
When I was walking home I considered running to Adrienne's house and then remembered we weren't friends because being this upset about stupid school was something so gr9 and 10!
argh, I'm so mad at myself right now.
phooey.