realization
soooo....
life is changing a ton, which is extremely sad. ive been crying off and on all weekend, and i barely ever cry.. so its weird.. its just so sad that the things that used to be so common and seemed so right and so comfortable are gone. the things that were the norm.. wont be ever again. they always say that friends come and go, but none of these " coming and going's" has affected me as much as this one. its quite sad that nothing will ever be the same again, but i cant really do much about that. ive tried as much as i possibly can to hold on.. and at some point things/ people just have to separate...and i realize that now.. i think that's the thing ive been afraid of most. i didnt seriously expect for us to stay best friends for forever, but i guess i just hoped that it would last longer then it did, and that our relationship didnt have to go through as many trials and crap that we've had to deal with.
moral of the story... life changes and carrie just needs to suck it up and get over it..
life is changing a ton, which is extremely sad. ive been crying off and on all weekend, and i barely ever cry.. so its weird.. its just so sad that the things that used to be so common and seemed so right and so comfortable are gone. the things that were the norm.. wont be ever again. they always say that friends come and go, but none of these " coming and going's" has affected me as much as this one. its quite sad that nothing will ever be the same again, but i cant really do much about that. ive tried as much as i possibly can to hold on.. and at some point things/ people just have to separate...and i realize that now.. i think that's the thing ive been afraid of most. i didnt seriously expect for us to stay best friends for forever, but i guess i just hoped that it would last longer then it did, and that our relationship didnt have to go through as many trials and crap that we've had to deal with.
moral of the story... life changes and carrie just needs to suck it up and get over it..