so cristine just dropped me off and now i'm at jeremy's house with my looove david.. surprise surprise its a sat night and guess what that's right im sober
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sounds like things are looking up for you congrats!
I went through that clean-up period, my group of party buddies ending up falling apart. I ended up finding prince charming and I was as you said toooo afraid, I finally sorta went for it but I was too afraid and ran/split and fucked up with my old friends specifically one I will not name. I realised my mistake and what I had lost and he had me back. I couldn't say wait until I'm not fucked up wait until I know how to deal with my emotions I just realised I had, wait until I can dedicate myself and be open etc etc. Because once you get to know people well EVERYONE is fucked up and you just have to go through it together and that way it either doesn't work or it does and you both grow together...least that is my experience of the last year and a half. I say go for it, just moniter yourself when your having the freakouts. btw did you get off the medicine? often it makes the weight changing process really hard, as I'm sure you know..yea when I saw you around school you were a twig! I dont think of extra weight one you from then is so bad :)
I went through that clean-up period, my group of party buddies ending up falling apart. I ended up finding prince charming and I was as you said toooo afraid, I finally sorta went for it but I was too afraid and ran/split and fucked up with my old friends specifically one I will not name. I realised my mistake and what I had lost and he had me back. I couldn't say wait until I'm not fucked up wait until I know how to deal with my emotions I just realised I had, wait until I can dedicate myself and be open etc etc. Because once you get to know people well EVERYONE is fucked up and you just have to go through it together and that way it either doesn't work or it does and you both grow together...least that is my experience of the last year and a half. I say go for it, just moniter yourself when your having the freakouts. btw did you get off the medicine? often it makes the weight changing process really hard, as I'm sure you know..yea when I saw you around school you were a twig! I dont think of extra weight one you from then is so bad :)
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