Jul 05, 2004 16:01
Things always seem to fall into place when you're least expecting them. I like that about life, that certain spontaneity that can only be accredited to time and chance. Things in general are fantastic. I have Brian in my life, and he makes me so happy... I can't even explain. He's just so sincere and cute (sigh). I'm drug-free. Need I say more?
I got back from NY on Tuesday. It was amazing. I really didn't want to come home, but it was so nice to see all my friends and realize how much we all missed each other. Besides that, it was the first night Brian kissed me ...
Although things are good ... today really sucks. I woke up this morning with the most excruciating pain I've had in my life. I got out of bed and I couldn't stand up straight I barely walked five feet before I passed out. When I woke up my dad was taking me to the emergency room. I talked him out of that and instead we went to my doctor who told me I probably had an ovarian cyst. Awesome. After this ... I really don't want to experience child birth. So I have to go get an ultra sound tomorrow. great. I'm really glad that's all it was though. I really thought it was my appendix exploding, or that an alien was going to burst out of my stomach and eat me.
The weirdest part about it is about a week ago I had this insanely bizarre nightmare that I got out of bed and couldn't stand. I just kinda doubled over and I was trying to scream for help or find someone, but I couldn't see or speak. It was almost exactly what happened this morning. weird ...