It's so fitting, really...

[supersexybeast]

You were mine, and now you're not. You belong to her, and I belong to the disappointment that the thought brings me. I haven't been with anyone in so long. I'll just wait for you even though I know it's against my best interest. You love her, and it's so obvious to me now. I miss you so terribly. Do you even care how many months it has been? You let it turn into years or maybe longer. I'd just like to see you one last time before you disappear completely from my life. Maybe it's too much to ask, afterall, you gave up long before you met her.

It's really quite funny how those from the past effect me still today. I suppose it was because once, I needed nothing and no one but you.

:sigh: