i guess some people just don't get it or don't seem to try
i don't think anyone likes to be forgotten...especially in the mood i'm in. maybe i wasn't forgotten but i sure feel that way. i guess it's silly of me to believe when someone tells me a time or at least an idea of when something might happen and then it turns out to be off by more than an hour and a half that maybe i'd get a phone call or something. it's not that i have to be everything but at least i should feel like something. i mean i can understand how some things play out but whatever. i'm sick of the bad memory and the ignorance of my feelings. it's not like i'm right around the corner or anything.
i make a point to remember things that are important to me and others. i may not be perfect at dates, and times, and things of that sort but i remember conversations from a few days ago and i usually remember conversations from months and in fact a few years back. maybe i'm asking to much. it frustrates me because everyone else has made the extra effort...i'm just now wondering if this is how the rest of my life is going to be because i see it in someone else and if people are like their parents then i am in trouble in the memory and focus department.
oh well, guess it's gonna be another lonely night... i especially like the "be ready, so when i call you can come..." but of course the time that was discussed came, went, and i was forgotten. i know plans change but i'd be thinking enough about people to call them and think about them. i'd remember what was planned and if the plan changed i'd call. even if it's a quickie or something...but whatever that's me
doug
i have a confession though...as much as i hurt, i feel fine enough to travel, i'm not feeling as physically bad as one might think...it's more of an emotional sickness
i make a point to remember things that are important to me and others. i may not be perfect at dates, and times, and things of that sort but i remember conversations from a few days ago and i usually remember conversations from months and in fact a few years back. maybe i'm asking to much. it frustrates me because everyone else has made the extra effort...i'm just now wondering if this is how the rest of my life is going to be because i see it in someone else and if people are like their parents then i am in trouble in the memory and focus department.
oh well, guess it's gonna be another lonely night... i especially like the "be ready, so when i call you can come..." but of course the time that was discussed came, went, and i was forgotten. i know plans change but i'd be thinking enough about people to call them and think about them. i'd remember what was planned and if the plan changed i'd call. even if it's a quickie or something...but whatever that's me
doug
i have a confession though...as much as i hurt, i feel fine enough to travel, i'm not feeling as physically bad as one might think...it's more of an emotional sickness