Freakin Snow
Well it's been awhile so I figured since I'm sitting at home not doing anything I should do a little catch up. What's new with Doogie? Not much I'm sorry to say. Still don't have a job, still don't have any money, still can't see my girlfriend, which is the only thing lately that even gives me any type of pleasure. Even camp is getting tougher and tougher to keep me happy. I don't like the decisions I have to make. I know people are going to say... "doogie it's the job," and guess what, they are right. But I don't think people understand how hard it really is. You gotta consider so many things like, attitude, ability, lack of ability, lack of attitude :), desire, personality, and whether or not they can work with someone else or you. Now we get into money. What the hell do you pay someone? I mean I know what I get paid and I even asked for a pay cut so that we can pay our staff more. I mean I've already been working on this since october and I haven't been paid one cent. I've put in enough hours to match what anyone else will do this summer and it is only March 2nd.
Well whatcha gonna do huh? As you can probably tell, I'm a little pissed right now. Rhonda didn't come up this weekend cause she is sick and of course our little friend that falls from the sky on a would be wonderful weekend doesn't help. I don't mind the snow and I love to drive in it cause as long as the roads are relatively clear it's fun to go slipping all over the road.....I actually like it so don't think i'm being sarcastic. I enjoy going to my grandparents house to shovel cause they feed me and I get to drive in the snow. We had plans to go to the Pow Wow this weekend and then out to camp to spend time with my troop and pack who are camping in explorer this weekend. I really wanted to see the castle and the rest of camp without timelines and stuff. I know I can go by myself but all I feel like doing is laying here and holding my teddy bear. Cuddles just isn't the same.
Of course like clockwork the ex emails me and what to go to the Pow Wow with me. Yeah right....like that's going to happen. I don't know how she knows that Rhonda isn't here. weird huh? Jessi went to have a Tarot reading at The house of Magic and the reader told her that she forsaw a fight between me and Rhonda this summer at camp and that Rhonda is cheating on me. I asked Jessi if she (rhonda) was going to according to the reader and the reader told Jessi that..."she already has" Wonderful. I've never believed in Tarot completely but geez....in my current mind frame. But truthfully I love her very much. It's not just the sappy, goofy, kind of love. It's the real deal and I've been in love before. Feel better soon my love...I miss you
Well I'm gonna go cause this isn't helping my mood or anything. You guys stay safe and warm this weekend, be good....don't do anything i don't get to do :( That goes for the girls too ;)
Catch you later,
Doogie
Well whatcha gonna do huh? As you can probably tell, I'm a little pissed right now. Rhonda didn't come up this weekend cause she is sick and of course our little friend that falls from the sky on a would be wonderful weekend doesn't help. I don't mind the snow and I love to drive in it cause as long as the roads are relatively clear it's fun to go slipping all over the road.....I actually like it so don't think i'm being sarcastic. I enjoy going to my grandparents house to shovel cause they feed me and I get to drive in the snow. We had plans to go to the Pow Wow this weekend and then out to camp to spend time with my troop and pack who are camping in explorer this weekend. I really wanted to see the castle and the rest of camp without timelines and stuff. I know I can go by myself but all I feel like doing is laying here and holding my teddy bear. Cuddles just isn't the same.
Of course like clockwork the ex emails me and what to go to the Pow Wow with me. Yeah right....like that's going to happen. I don't know how she knows that Rhonda isn't here. weird huh? Jessi went to have a Tarot reading at The house of Magic and the reader told her that she forsaw a fight between me and Rhonda this summer at camp and that Rhonda is cheating on me. I asked Jessi if she (rhonda) was going to according to the reader and the reader told Jessi that..."she already has" Wonderful. I've never believed in Tarot completely but geez....in my current mind frame. But truthfully I love her very much. It's not just the sappy, goofy, kind of love. It's the real deal and I've been in love before. Feel better soon my love...I miss you
Well I'm gonna go cause this isn't helping my mood or anything. You guys stay safe and warm this weekend, be good....don't do anything i don't get to do :( That goes for the girls too ;)
Catch you later,
Doogie