Jan 30, 2006 03:51
tonight i went to daves house with evy and watched trainspotting.(very good movie)and later we went to my house to hang out. while we were there i some how told evy about how when i was a kid my mom used to tuck me in. i used the word CACOON in fact. then i thought of how a Caterpillar changes in a cacoon.that word made me realize that i haven't really explored my own potential and in a lot of ways have not really taken a chance on many things.
i think what i am getting at is, that theirs a part of me that is holding on to something from the past, that i cant get ride of. and a different part of me trying to let go of it. i don't know... i think i need to do a lot of thinking about the person i want to be... need to be. whatever is 4 in the morning and i am talking out of my ass.
p.s. shut up victor. i don't need your comments ha.