Jan 24, 2007 05:50
dennis pierced my medusa with an 8g, i was freaked out at first and it hurt alot, blood rained down from the sky. the plug shit went in easy though, which is usually my least favorite part of any piercing process, i'm very satisfied with it.
she tells me to trust her and that things will work out, that her motives and operations are of course pure and as always mutually advantageous, feeding off of my assumptions for what is aspired, it's used as an emotional noose, distance and strange behavior tipping me further and further off of my perch on her chair. she's distanced herself again, it's been days since she got ahold of me, doesn't really say much, i try to tell myself it's because she's busy but it doesn't work because it's obvious that she has time for other people. here's where i need to take my own advice, i'm not a resource or a convenience and i'm not going to be treated like one, apathy and bluntness are my only tools at staving off how retarded this is, her actions are telling me alot about how things are going to end up, but as always i'll be the trusting faggot.
car for real in like a month, i'm getting alot of money for the process in the next couple weeks. very exciting.
they see me chargin', they hatin', patrollin' and tryna catch me firin' mah lazer.