Mar 18, 2004 22:34
I just read a letter that my dad wrote to me about a thousand years ago and for the first time in a long long time, I cried. I fucking hate crying, but it's good to know I still can. The letter was written at a time that we refused to talk to eachother. It's fucking harsh. I couldn't believe that he said some of the stuff he did. This makes it so much harder to forgive him, and I don't know what to do.
You have always known my temper, and yet you continue to provoke me. You brought all this on yourself, and maybe you deserve it for not keeping your mouth shut.
That was what got me. It hurt so badly to read that again.
I'm gonna go.
*Chrissie