Strange things at 3am
Well, it's 3am...ok, I lied, it's like 3:12am, but what the fuck, it's close enough I suppose, considering I can barely see at the moment because everything is blurry because I haven't gotten around to putting my glasses on...which I should probably do about now, as the screen is REALLY fuzzy...it looks cool, but, it is bad for me. So there, glasses are on now, the screen looks like it should as well.
Ok, I don't really know what I'm going to type about, I'm just bored, and not tired. Which is bad, considering I have a hockey practice to coach at 8am, and need to get up at 7am...bleh. Oh well, wouldn't be the first time I've gone to practice without having gone to sleep.
ANYWAYS. I just went to a forum, and realized, a lot of people are dumb. I do not mean the kind of dumb where they lack intelligence, well sort of, but not quite. What I'm talking about, are the idiots who come to an internet message board and ask for relationship advice. The best are on the more nerdy forums. I've always laughed at these people, if you can't figure out your relationship on your own, you probably shouldn't be in it, at all, ever. Sorry people, but if you need advice from someone else, a internet geek no less about your relationship, your relationship is probably fucked too much to have any hope of recovery. Then there are people who ask for advice for not quite a relationship, since relationships require you to already be with someone, oh know, they ask for advice on how to get into a relationship. Oh yes, I honestly think these people are even more pathetic then the ones that ask for help for their already failing relationships. This is mainly based on the fact that, at least those asking for help to save their relationship, have one to begin with, and obviously, or at least hopefully got into said relationship without the advice of an internet message board, then again, you can never be too sure these days. Oh well, idiots will be idiots, regardless of what society does to try and weed them out. As the saying goes, invent better idiot-proofing and the universe just invents bigger idiots. So really not all that much we can do, except hope these people never have kids, then again, being idiots, the odds of this probably increase dramatically going by statistics...
Anyways, next on the agenda, the most interesting feeling in the world, Love-Hate. And no, I do not mean the stupid "love hate relationship" crap where it goes back and forth between loving and hating, that's just pathetic bullshit. I'm talking about true Love-Hate, where you Love someone so much, yet at the EXACT same instant, hate them just as much. So you literally, have no idea how you actually feel. I mean, logically, since love and hate are on opposite ends of the spectrum, they should negate each other. But then, what do you get if you negate each other? I mean, does that make you indifferent? But then, can you even apply proper logic to such a system? I mean, if you do apply logic to it, you do derive an answer of "neutral" or "indifferent", but then, that doesn't work out exactly. I mean, if you are indifferent, then you can't actually be hating or loving them, you wouldn't have a care in the world if you were indifferent. However, in true Love-Hate, you have both sides, not neutrality, which brings an interesting question, what DO you have? I seriously am baffled by this, but then, I'm trying to apply logic to an illogical aspect of human nature. Then again, is love actually human nature. I'm quite certain some people would claim it is, while others would claim the opposite. I don't know where I stand, is love natural for humans, I honestly, don't know. Love doesn't seem to fit into the natural working of humans. I mean, the whole instinct of humanity is to thrive and survive, love does not give you either. You do not survive on love, however, you can and do survive, on lust. Lust drives you to sexual relations, and they in turn lead to procreation, which is survival. So really, is love natural? Going by instincts, it isn't, love isn't required for procreation at all, you don't need to love someone to have sex, you just need to want to physically want them. So I suppose in that line of thought, love really isn't natural to humans, it is something we ourselves have created, some probably use it as an excuse, a tie to bind people together. Does that mean love is bad? Nah, love isn't bad, inherently at least. Some people use love as an excuse and as such, poison the idea of it, which can be very bad. But I suppose love itself, isn't bad, it is just generally, misguided shall we say. People are too quick to assume they are in love, too quick to assume love solves problems, too quick to realize, that love is just, love. I'm not quite sure where I am going with this, or if I'm actually going anywhere, or even intended to go anywhere. I did mention "strange things at 3am", so I suppose it's only natural I sort of...well, I don't know what this is. I suppose one could define it as philosophical drivel or the likes, who knows, who cares. It is always interesting to sit back and look at something, and try to define it, to see how you actually view it. It's quite fun to try and apply logic to things that normally, one does not view in a logical manner. Then again, it is always fun to just think about something and see where it leads, so yeah, lol.
Anyways, 3:30now, dunno what to talk about either. Though I am pretty sure some people who read this, then again, who the hell DOES read this anyways? Anyone? Post a reply if you do, hell, just post "I do" and that's cool. I'm sort of interested to see who actually reads this. Anyways, back to what I was saying, I'm sure some people who read this are going to ask "wait, didn't you just talking about Love-Hate, where did that come from? Are you currently feeling it now, or was it an experience from your past? Hehe, see, I'm such an asshole sometimes(*Gasp* I know, me, an asshole? No way! lol) that I will leave open ended questions like this, and see how people respond. Then again, with the lack of replies, I don't really get to see and gauge responses, sort of sucks. So will I answer that question which I'm sure someone asks, maybe not out loud but at least mentally? Hrm, I guess I could. At this current moment am I feeling it? No. Recently have I? Depends on how you define "recent", but the answer would be "yes". I suppose that should keep someone happy, and might tweak their curiosity, or it may be all they care to know, or even more then they need/wanted to know.
Well, that's it, it's 3:37am now. I wonder how many people will post a comment with "I do" about reading this...I say 1, maybe 2 max...lol
Ok, I don't really know what I'm going to type about, I'm just bored, and not tired. Which is bad, considering I have a hockey practice to coach at 8am, and need to get up at 7am...bleh. Oh well, wouldn't be the first time I've gone to practice without having gone to sleep.
ANYWAYS. I just went to a forum, and realized, a lot of people are dumb. I do not mean the kind of dumb where they lack intelligence, well sort of, but not quite. What I'm talking about, are the idiots who come to an internet message board and ask for relationship advice. The best are on the more nerdy forums. I've always laughed at these people, if you can't figure out your relationship on your own, you probably shouldn't be in it, at all, ever. Sorry people, but if you need advice from someone else, a internet geek no less about your relationship, your relationship is probably fucked too much to have any hope of recovery. Then there are people who ask for advice for not quite a relationship, since relationships require you to already be with someone, oh know, they ask for advice on how to get into a relationship. Oh yes, I honestly think these people are even more pathetic then the ones that ask for help for their already failing relationships. This is mainly based on the fact that, at least those asking for help to save their relationship, have one to begin with, and obviously, or at least hopefully got into said relationship without the advice of an internet message board, then again, you can never be too sure these days. Oh well, idiots will be idiots, regardless of what society does to try and weed them out. As the saying goes, invent better idiot-proofing and the universe just invents bigger idiots. So really not all that much we can do, except hope these people never have kids, then again, being idiots, the odds of this probably increase dramatically going by statistics...
Anyways, next on the agenda, the most interesting feeling in the world, Love-Hate. And no, I do not mean the stupid "love hate relationship" crap where it goes back and forth between loving and hating, that's just pathetic bullshit. I'm talking about true Love-Hate, where you Love someone so much, yet at the EXACT same instant, hate them just as much. So you literally, have no idea how you actually feel. I mean, logically, since love and hate are on opposite ends of the spectrum, they should negate each other. But then, what do you get if you negate each other? I mean, does that make you indifferent? But then, can you even apply proper logic to such a system? I mean, if you do apply logic to it, you do derive an answer of "neutral" or "indifferent", but then, that doesn't work out exactly. I mean, if you are indifferent, then you can't actually be hating or loving them, you wouldn't have a care in the world if you were indifferent. However, in true Love-Hate, you have both sides, not neutrality, which brings an interesting question, what DO you have? I seriously am baffled by this, but then, I'm trying to apply logic to an illogical aspect of human nature. Then again, is love actually human nature. I'm quite certain some people would claim it is, while others would claim the opposite. I don't know where I stand, is love natural for humans, I honestly, don't know. Love doesn't seem to fit into the natural working of humans. I mean, the whole instinct of humanity is to thrive and survive, love does not give you either. You do not survive on love, however, you can and do survive, on lust. Lust drives you to sexual relations, and they in turn lead to procreation, which is survival. So really, is love natural? Going by instincts, it isn't, love isn't required for procreation at all, you don't need to love someone to have sex, you just need to want to physically want them. So I suppose in that line of thought, love really isn't natural to humans, it is something we ourselves have created, some probably use it as an excuse, a tie to bind people together. Does that mean love is bad? Nah, love isn't bad, inherently at least. Some people use love as an excuse and as such, poison the idea of it, which can be very bad. But I suppose love itself, isn't bad, it is just generally, misguided shall we say. People are too quick to assume they are in love, too quick to assume love solves problems, too quick to realize, that love is just, love. I'm not quite sure where I am going with this, or if I'm actually going anywhere, or even intended to go anywhere. I did mention "strange things at 3am", so I suppose it's only natural I sort of...well, I don't know what this is. I suppose one could define it as philosophical drivel or the likes, who knows, who cares. It is always interesting to sit back and look at something, and try to define it, to see how you actually view it. It's quite fun to try and apply logic to things that normally, one does not view in a logical manner. Then again, it is always fun to just think about something and see where it leads, so yeah, lol.
Anyways, 3:30now, dunno what to talk about either. Though I am pretty sure some people who read this, then again, who the hell DOES read this anyways? Anyone? Post a reply if you do, hell, just post "I do" and that's cool. I'm sort of interested to see who actually reads this. Anyways, back to what I was saying, I'm sure some people who read this are going to ask "wait, didn't you just talking about Love-Hate, where did that come from? Are you currently feeling it now, or was it an experience from your past? Hehe, see, I'm such an asshole sometimes(*Gasp* I know, me, an asshole? No way! lol) that I will leave open ended questions like this, and see how people respond. Then again, with the lack of replies, I don't really get to see and gauge responses, sort of sucks. So will I answer that question which I'm sure someone asks, maybe not out loud but at least mentally? Hrm, I guess I could. At this current moment am I feeling it? No. Recently have I? Depends on how you define "recent", but the answer would be "yes". I suppose that should keep someone happy, and might tweak their curiosity, or it may be all they care to know, or even more then they need/wanted to know.
Well, that's it, it's 3:37am now. I wonder how many people will post a comment with "I do" about reading this...I say 1, maybe 2 max...lol