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I don't think I have ever been this emotionally exhausted in my entire life.
I know I brought a lot of this on myself but a certain someone is making this a hell of a lot harder on me. and it kills me to say this, but I don't know if I have the strength to keep going on this like this . the problem is not resolved, and I can't pretend like it is... but I am so sick of arguing and crying.
ew.
the only thing that's getting me through this is knowing that in 20 days I will be out of here. I know running away wont solve it. and I know there is as much, if not more drama at gvv, but it will at least be different. and I will at least get a break.
I know I brought a lot of this on myself but a certain someone is making this a hell of a lot harder on me. and it kills me to say this, but I don't know if I have the strength to keep going on this like this . the problem is not resolved, and I can't pretend like it is... but I am so sick of arguing and crying.
ew.
the only thing that's getting me through this is knowing that in 20 days I will be out of here. I know running away wont solve it. and I know there is as much, if not more drama at gvv, but it will at least be different. and I will at least get a break.