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Apr 13, 2005 10:01

I have an interesting story to tell you. When I was about 3 or 4 years old, my mom was a dancing leaf of lettuce in a church play. I was in the audience, on my grandma's lap, and I suddenly realized I missed my mom and wanted to be with her, so I ran up on stage right in the middle of it and she picked me up and held me for the rest of the play. Now, let me tell you: That scene has haunted me for my whole life. For 15 years, I lived in guilt, believing that my going to my mom ruined the whole play for everybody and embarrassed her. Last night, I finally told her my feelings about it. To my surprise, she laughed and said that, when that happened, she had been really happy that I loved her enough to do such a brave thing as get up onto a stage during a play.

It just goes to show you that there can be major differences between my skewed, guilt-ridden view of things and what others think. I'll have to keep that in mind.

I have one more reason to hate Andrea's iPod. The sound on my computer won't work. At all. Something set it on permanent mute, no matter how much I fiddle with the volume control. And I'm willing to bet it was that iPod. *glares at it* Now I have to wait until my dad comes home so he can fix it and I can listen to my tunes.

Seeya later...

P.S. Adam, I think you should copy and paste everything you wrote about CS Gundam into your LJ. That way you'll have a backup copy.

musings, adam

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