May 02, 2005 19:31
I don't know what to think right now.I have all these different feelings going through my body right now. Sometimes i just wish i could curl up in to a little ball a die. I want things to go back to the way they use to be when Heather and i met. If i could go back in time,I would Stop myself from all the fucked up things i did in our relatioship. I am going to stop using drugs and get myself right. It's like Heather told me "Either shape up or ship out." I really hinestly think i need to shape up.So people mark my words.
I DON L. YUNG WILL NO LONG BE THE ASSHOLE YOU KNOW,I AM GOING TO CHANGE MY WAYS AND BE A NEW MAN AND EVEN BE A BETTER PERSON/BOYFRIEND TO HEATHER ANN. MEESE.FORM THIS DAY I WILL NO LONGER SMOKE POT GET IN ANY FIGHTS UNLESS I AM DEFENDING MYSELF OR HEATHER IF SHE NEEDS ME TO,I WILL NOT GET PISSED OFF OVER SOME SMALL STUPID SHIT AS YALL WOULD SAY.IF I FAIL TO DO SO THEN I WILL LEAVE THIS VIRGINA BEACH AND NEVER RETURN!!
I just don't see how you people cold take my bullshit for so long. I am sorry for what i have done or put you through and i just hope you can forgive me and give me another chance. If you won't forgive me or give me another chance, I understand.
Heather remember this-
-I am ready to settle down
and cherish love forever;
Yes indeed my mind is sound,
On making life for you better.
-I want to give you everything
your fond little heart desires;
If you will accept this proposal
My purpose becomes inspired.
-I want are bond of love, care and happyness
for each other to stand forever.
Until the end of time,
I want the world to understand,
You are a woman , a woman of mine
-This proposal has been in existence
since the day are love came to be;
Ignore the thought of resistance.
And say you will MARRY ME.
By Don L. Yung
written with love and care for only one person and that is
Heather Ann. Meese
SMILE :)