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On a rather spur of the moment thing, im going to an Okay Go and Motion City Soundtrack concert tomorrow in Amsterdam. Im attempting to trust that i wont get hopelessly lost, or miss the train or bus or something and be wandering the streets alone at night in amsterdam.
for the first time i actually feel like actually having friends here is a possibility. its funny, how all of a sudden things seem to have opened up in one week. I cant really say how things will turn out in the future, it just seems like friendships are beginning to form and all that jazz. the feeling, although small, of being a little more settled is refreshing. anyways, nothing too deep or anything, i guess i just had a good week.
when did i become a senior by the way? i dont comprehend that- i see all these things addressed to seniors and i dont think its for me... i know im not a junior, im just also not a senior. ive found middle schoolers are fun to have around cuz you can plow right through em hehe. me: move or i shall squish thee!! *plow*. the elementary kids are just cute though ^^. It occured to me the other day how old I must seem to all the little kids. dont you remember when you were really little, and there, across the hall, standing in their not-so-linear-lines were the 'big kids' who were 4th graders. I mean, holy crap, i remember when, to my standards, i would be considered a 'grown-up'. that bewilders me. where the hell did i grow up?
i remember one day in 2nd grade or something when we went to some other class in a lower grade, and the chairs were smaller. i couldnt figure out why the chairs were smaller cuz they werent that small for us. but for some reason my dad was there- parent night or something, and he told me that the chairs got a little bigger every year, which i found out to be true, but i had never noticed. its kinda like that- things move and change over years without you noticing, and only when you really back up and look at it from far away do you actually notice anything unusual.
for the first time i actually feel like actually having friends here is a possibility. its funny, how all of a sudden things seem to have opened up in one week. I cant really say how things will turn out in the future, it just seems like friendships are beginning to form and all that jazz. the feeling, although small, of being a little more settled is refreshing. anyways, nothing too deep or anything, i guess i just had a good week.
when did i become a senior by the way? i dont comprehend that- i see all these things addressed to seniors and i dont think its for me... i know im not a junior, im just also not a senior. ive found middle schoolers are fun to have around cuz you can plow right through em hehe. me: move or i shall squish thee!! *plow*. the elementary kids are just cute though ^^. It occured to me the other day how old I must seem to all the little kids. dont you remember when you were really little, and there, across the hall, standing in their not-so-linear-lines were the 'big kids' who were 4th graders. I mean, holy crap, i remember when, to my standards, i would be considered a 'grown-up'. that bewilders me. where the hell did i grow up?
i remember one day in 2nd grade or something when we went to some other class in a lower grade, and the chairs were smaller. i couldnt figure out why the chairs were smaller cuz they werent that small for us. but for some reason my dad was there- parent night or something, and he told me that the chairs got a little bigger every year, which i found out to be true, but i had never noticed. its kinda like that- things move and change over years without you noticing, and only when you really back up and look at it from far away do you actually notice anything unusual.