entirely too calm
so, ive got this paper that ive been complaining about for like, four months due tomorrow, and ive only got around half of the 7-8 pages done. so i should be really freaked out, right? thats what ive been telling myself, but im really strangely calm about it all. this (lj) has been the only thing ive really done in the way of procrastinating, and im getting stuff done- not fast enough, and yet why the hell am i so calm?
and the people outside are starting to piss me off though cuz they keep honking the horn insistantly like, every 5 minutes.
but yeah, so i just thought id take a moment to share with yall my odd moment. i guess its cuz i know that i dont have to turn it in tomorrow, but still. or maybe i just cant comprehend that it i 25% of my grade. or perhaps i have just been fretting over it so much over the past 4 months that im fretted-out. haha- i was doing stuff this whole time- freaking out, just not working on the paper. not only that though, but im also too mello about the fact that ive got physics hmwk and an algebra test i am blowing off for tomorrow. hrm. this probably isnt a healthy ideal.
hey, you know whats cool? i told myself that i wouldnt bring it up, but it is 10 days till Hitler's and my birthday ^^. along with national pot day, and a bunch of anniversaries of shooting and all that good stuff. whoo go me.
you know, i was almost born on the 21st cuz it was really late, but no, the 20th was the day for me.
lol, alright, imma gunna go back to my paper.
and the people outside are starting to piss me off though cuz they keep honking the horn insistantly like, every 5 minutes.
but yeah, so i just thought id take a moment to share with yall my odd moment. i guess its cuz i know that i dont have to turn it in tomorrow, but still. or maybe i just cant comprehend that it i 25% of my grade. or perhaps i have just been fretting over it so much over the past 4 months that im fretted-out. haha- i was doing stuff this whole time- freaking out, just not working on the paper. not only that though, but im also too mello about the fact that ive got physics hmwk and an algebra test i am blowing off for tomorrow. hrm. this probably isnt a healthy ideal.
hey, you know whats cool? i told myself that i wouldnt bring it up, but it is 10 days till Hitler's and my birthday ^^. along with national pot day, and a bunch of anniversaries of shooting and all that good stuff. whoo go me.
you know, i was almost born on the 21st cuz it was really late, but no, the 20th was the day for me.
lol, alright, imma gunna go back to my paper.