hey thur
i havent updated in awhile...
lets see
i love ben.
i love him so much.
he's my best friend in the entire world, and i would die next to him. he's the most amazing person that i've ever met, and i really think i could spend the rest of my life with him.
if you know the whole vito lauren saga you're probably thinking that im just some stupid girl that falls in love with guys she barely knows, but, i dont know. i really love ben. TRULY AND HONESTLY.
i think i thought i loved vito just because i cared about him so much. but when i really think about it i dont know if he even loved me.
it's weird to think about really.
i cant tell anymore.
i think i loved him at the time, and i still love him but not in love with him anymore.
it makes me cry when i think about how much i love ben and i'd die if he was hurt or dead himself.
this is all influenced by a nice little car accident we had today.
but it truly made me believe and understand how much i love him.
TEAL/WHITE
ben told me the first words out of my mouth were are you okay which is natural i guess.
but i guess its cause i really care about him.
i didnt even remember saying it.
and it was such a stupid accident cause we didnt flip the car or anything we hit a rockwall.
but anyway.
i love him.
so much.
xxoo
lets see
i love ben.
i love him so much.
he's my best friend in the entire world, and i would die next to him. he's the most amazing person that i've ever met, and i really think i could spend the rest of my life with him.
if you know the whole vito lauren saga you're probably thinking that im just some stupid girl that falls in love with guys she barely knows, but, i dont know. i really love ben. TRULY AND HONESTLY.
i think i thought i loved vito just because i cared about him so much. but when i really think about it i dont know if he even loved me.
it's weird to think about really.
i cant tell anymore.
i think i loved him at the time, and i still love him but not in love with him anymore.
it makes me cry when i think about how much i love ben and i'd die if he was hurt or dead himself.
this is all influenced by a nice little car accident we had today.
but it truly made me believe and understand how much i love him.
TEAL/WHITE
ben told me the first words out of my mouth were are you okay which is natural i guess.
but i guess its cause i really care about him.
i didnt even remember saying it.
and it was such a stupid accident cause we didnt flip the car or anything we hit a rockwall.
but anyway.
i love him.
so much.
xxoo