"never is a promise and you can't afford to lie..."
oi
i'm a moron..well jaselle and i both for more reasons than one. lol chris v. is confusing as fuck. i wrote him a note today during 4th and i had bacon give it to him..who knows what will happen next. this morning jaselle and i were trying to think of people to take both of us home or at least me...she called chris because she wanted to get ahold of travis. chris said that he'd be more than happy to pick me up...i started tripping out most of the day that fucking chris james was gonna pick me up. he was such a sweetie. he looked all happy and put his arm around me. lol we sat in the parking lot for about 20 minutes talking with katie and andre. katie started to ask him random questions and i started feeling all uncomfortable...
katie: so r u still with natasha?
chris: natasha? no, we broke up way back in july!
k: oh serious? ohk cool. are you back with lauren?
c: oh hell no..
k: oh because the last time i saw her she said you guys were kinda seeing each other.
c: hell no, we're not back together
k: ohk. well i guess friends with privledges is pretty cool then right?
c: fuck no, i wouldn't touch that crazy head case with a ten foot pole! she still calls me on occasion when she's drunk to come pick her up but nah, i'd NEVER go back to her...
jaselle and i were wrong dood..he didn't get back with natasha. i even asked him later and he said no.
i think it was just the whole her dad died thing so he was just being conforting ya know? just hugs and shit like that. well i'm glad we're back on talking terms. he gave me a hug when he dropped me off at home and told me to call him later if i got bored. =0) i called him and he sounded all happy again to talk to me. it was weird lol. he was taking andre to monet's house. i asked if he wanted me to call him back and he said, "no stay on the phone with me!"
god i miss him! =) i'm glad we're at least being friends again.
*oh, i haven't seen jacob in friggin' forever...i used to only see him at lunch but now he has a different lunch then me so whatever.
*i also got my permit (again today) haha since my last one expired.
*i'm 2nd squad leader in JROTC
*matt keeps friggin' calling me and leaving me messages but you know what i think about him right now....FUCKING ASSHOLE!
yeah him and chris changed over this weekend. i bet they hooked up with some chicks..of course we all know matt did. lol stoopid man whore.
*stuff:
--what matt told jaselle: "i don't know why chris is wasting his time with ashley..."
--what bacon told jaselle: "i think ashley should stop liking chris v. he's just not right for her."
--what random people are telling me: "chris doesn't want anymore relationships because of what happened with his last girlfriend."
--what jaselle and i think....chris hooked up with someone this weekend.
--what kim, jaselle, and i think....chris only wants me to fool around with
FUCK THAT
okie dokie i'm outta here.
i'm a moron..well jaselle and i both for more reasons than one. lol chris v. is confusing as fuck. i wrote him a note today during 4th and i had bacon give it to him..who knows what will happen next. this morning jaselle and i were trying to think of people to take both of us home or at least me...she called chris because she wanted to get ahold of travis. chris said that he'd be more than happy to pick me up...i started tripping out most of the day that fucking chris james was gonna pick me up. he was such a sweetie. he looked all happy and put his arm around me. lol we sat in the parking lot for about 20 minutes talking with katie and andre. katie started to ask him random questions and i started feeling all uncomfortable...
katie: so r u still with natasha?
chris: natasha? no, we broke up way back in july!
k: oh serious? ohk cool. are you back with lauren?
c: oh hell no..
k: oh because the last time i saw her she said you guys were kinda seeing each other.
c: hell no, we're not back together
k: ohk. well i guess friends with privledges is pretty cool then right?
c: fuck no, i wouldn't touch that crazy head case with a ten foot pole! she still calls me on occasion when she's drunk to come pick her up but nah, i'd NEVER go back to her...
jaselle and i were wrong dood..he didn't get back with natasha. i even asked him later and he said no.
i think it was just the whole her dad died thing so he was just being conforting ya know? just hugs and shit like that. well i'm glad we're back on talking terms. he gave me a hug when he dropped me off at home and told me to call him later if i got bored. =0) i called him and he sounded all happy again to talk to me. it was weird lol. he was taking andre to monet's house. i asked if he wanted me to call him back and he said, "no stay on the phone with me!"
god i miss him! =) i'm glad we're at least being friends again.
*oh, i haven't seen jacob in friggin' forever...i used to only see him at lunch but now he has a different lunch then me so whatever.
*i also got my permit (again today) haha since my last one expired.
*i'm 2nd squad leader in JROTC
*matt keeps friggin' calling me and leaving me messages but you know what i think about him right now....FUCKING ASSHOLE!
yeah him and chris changed over this weekend. i bet they hooked up with some chicks..of course we all know matt did. lol stoopid man whore.
*stuff:
--what matt told jaselle: "i don't know why chris is wasting his time with ashley..."
--what bacon told jaselle: "i think ashley should stop liking chris v. he's just not right for her."
--what random people are telling me: "chris doesn't want anymore relationships because of what happened with his last girlfriend."
--what jaselle and i think....chris hooked up with someone this weekend.
--what kim, jaselle, and i think....chris only wants me to fool around with
FUCK THAT
okie dokie i'm outta here.