Oct 07, 2005 12:05
Alright, I did it.
I did the worst thing that I can think about ever doing, and I did it to someone who didn't deserve it at all, at the worst time possible for her, and I deserve every last ounce of venom for it. Go ahead, it's OK. To everybody but her: thank you for supporting her.
To her: you're right. the only words that I can come up with to express this are that I am sorry. If there were other words I could use, I would use them. I am every inch a lying piece of shit.
To anybody who knows what it feels like to destroy something beautiful: I'm sorry. It's the worst feeling in the world.
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