i should know better.

[superpohgs]

there are some things in life that you should leave alone...i learned a good lesson this weekend...don't try to force yourself to do something that will damage or hurt your feelings in the end...i'm emotionally and physically exhausted at the moment. and there's too many things in my life that i should be more concerned about. so i promised myself that i will focus and forget about all the distractions. my goals are in my reach and i'm going to get a hold of it. i know that i'm resilient so i'm persevering to just do what i need to.

p.s. i got stitches. don't mess with knives.