whatever
I started writing in LJ again because i need some way to let my frustration out....i mean i will talk about what happened during the day but i have a bunch of frustration in me and i need to let it out some how...i don't want to keep complaining to people because they'll think that the person im talking about is the center of my world...so this is the only way i can do it and feel good...
this weekend i got to hang out with Deena! we were planning on drinking but idk...we just didn't feel like it..it's really weird cause usually we're all for it but we just didn't feel like it lol..so we snuck out of my house to get some TB...lol..wow..then the next day we ran some errands for a few hours and that really was it.. it's nice to spend time with her cause we make everything more fun than it should be lol
Danielle came over my house tonight!! it was a TOTAL surprise! i didn't really know how to react i just looked at her in disbelief lol...she was sooo different...like she matured big time. it was a good surprise i realized how much i missed her...idk...she was a different Danielle..
Deena and i talked about getting an apartment together and i would seriosly LOVE that! don't get me wrong i love my parents but i want to be on my own! i'm tired of asking for permission to do something and im tired of going home at a certain time...i'm almost 20 and that's just rediculous! i want to have total freedom...i want to get my nose peirced...i want to drink without sneaking around all the time..i want to go to parties and be able to go home after no matter what the time is...all of this is not allowed at my parent's house...w.e...we'll see what happens...
i was actually going to write more but i just got sooo tired...so...goodnight