There's something I should be doing right now, but I don't recall what it is

[superpeterson]

What am I doing with my Life? I already know all the things I'm not doing, so I wont' bother listing them. Mostly I just hang out, And I Mostly do that Alone. I want to Enjoy myself, Mainly. I Don't take Drugs, because I feel that if you need them to have fun then something is wrong with you. My entire Life is composed of a Series of Pleasant

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[yonthecob]

The question you are essentialy asking here, "what do I want to do", is the wrong question to ask. What you do want to ask is "what do I want to be?". And I believe, or at least hope, that just about every person will respond with the same answer: "I want to be happy". For me, happyness is the ultimate goal. If I am happy, I need nothing else. And there's nothing more to it, really. The whole scenario of "what do I want to do" is simply a response to a capitalist form of society, where you must do in order to be. If you manage to break away from this system, either physicaly or mentally, I promise you that you can be without actually doing. You stated it in your own post: right now, you're just hanging out, though alone. Go out, find people to hang out with. I don't mean a good group of friends, just find people and spend the evening relaxing with them (or in any other way you enjoy yourself).

"I Don't take Drugs, because I feel that if you need them to have fun then something is wrong with you."
With some drugs, I would agree with your thoughts. But there are the relaxing drugs, like weed, which don't make things "fun", but simply help to provide a comfortable, relaxing enviroment. There's nothing wrong with that.