trying not to whine
hey, me and jon broke up and im trying not to whine about it cuz i think my friends are just about to shoot me. i would, too. ive been so moody and snobby to everyone lately. and ive been crying so much. its just pathetic. im constantly listening to my "Saddish Breakupy Songs" Playlist on my media player. its just sick.
but i decided to try to act normal at school. i really really did try. and i think i did okay. david knows im upset. and jessica. but thats about it. everyone else thinks im handling it fine, but it's not fine. it's not okay. and its not going to be okay!!! dammit.
alright, im messing up my whole "act like everyone is okay and that nothing is wrong" deal. so i need to shut up. on a happier note:
WE WON STATES! rock on courtland field hockey, rock on...