Broken Heart [no. 5]
So I figured out. I figured out what it is I was going to bargain. Maybe am bargain. I'm going to give up my little green vice. I've heard that some people said it changed them, and maybe the more heavy usage was the problem. At some point in the day, I figured that out. And at some point, I realized that I was bargaining for her back. And I realized that I can't just dismiss all psychology.
But I always wondered: why is depression listed last? It's the hopelessness. You've tried lying, blaming, and giving away, but once you've done all of that, you're done. What the hell else is there? That's where the depression stems from, the utter hopelessness, knowing you've lost someone or something, and no matter what you do, you are just going to have to deal with it.
An engineering professor spoke of healing with depression. He said it was the toxins in your body that cause temper. He also said that when you're depressed, if you just smile, you can trick your mind. That seems beautiful, but I have a tough time tricking my body. At least the toxin thing lined up. . .
It's hard to deal with, but it is necessary. There's something you learn from all people in your life. Each person you encounter changes you. Love and pain are just the lectures of life.
But I always wondered: why is depression listed last? It's the hopelessness. You've tried lying, blaming, and giving away, but once you've done all of that, you're done. What the hell else is there? That's where the depression stems from, the utter hopelessness, knowing you've lost someone or something, and no matter what you do, you are just going to have to deal with it.
An engineering professor spoke of healing with depression. He said it was the toxins in your body that cause temper. He also said that when you're depressed, if you just smile, you can trick your mind. That seems beautiful, but I have a tough time tricking my body. At least the toxin thing lined up. . .
It's hard to deal with, but it is necessary. There's something you learn from all people in your life. Each person you encounter changes you. Love and pain are just the lectures of life.