"Shut up, slut, you're causing too much chaos."

[supernoyade]

Bob Dylan had his first interview in 20 years last night on 60 minutes. He's in his 60's and still wearin leather pants, kick ass. Has that whole mysterious thing going on around him. But for the most part he seemed depressed that people thought he was some kind of prophet, they idolized him and followed him around and he says he just wasn't what

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[seppukunotenshi]

you're not stupid. i was just saying not to worry so much about what direction your life is going in and how much eaten into your social life everything has gotten because the4 only person you should really be thinking about right now is yourself. i think you're worrying and thinking about everyone else too much. i know you are but i just want to remind you to be proud of how far you've carried your life in only 20 years, so much farther than any of us have at 21 and 22, a farther than anyone else younger than you will bring themselves.

your future is wide open, you're creating something beautiful for yourself, and you're making sure your ending will be a happy one. we all miss you too, but you just need to realize you're always with us wherever we go in spirit, i'm not being a wise ass. i mean, all i have to do when i need a chuckle is think of you =P

like me, you're just overthinking things.

and writing, expressing your feelings even if it's only to yourself, is an amazing thing, it's a soul's creation, a beautiful thing.

Sincerely (don't yell at me...),
Brad

[supernoyade]

As much as I hate getting into these drawn out and pointless conversations.. Why shouldn't I worry about where I am and where I'm going? If you don't think you've done anything by the age of 21 or 22, shouldn't you be worrying about that too? I mean, of course you can survive just floating from convience/fast food/service industry jobs and do pretty well for youself, but I'm planning on getting the hell outta dodge eventually.

[seppukunotenshi]

i don't wanna be doing this bullshit forever. you know i'm giving myself ulcers over this crap. you're ON the right track, i'm just struggling to find a track, ya know?

i had crap to work with. basically had to start from nothing, now i'm just trying to get a car so i can get a better job, so i can go to college. i really don't want to be just some average piece of shit.

i have like a bajillion percent faith in you. and i know you gotta have a little bit of faith in me, i've just been crazy for a while.