Good Times
Woohoo! I went up to see Matthew with his dad and I did enjoy myself so much. Driving was fun although I must say I do not talk all that much. I don't think Pappy cared all that much. We listened to music and MPR.For some reason I had a few moments that were just so wonderful I can hardly stand myself. I don't know for sure how to describe them, but it's a kind of weird detatched realization of how great life is. I had another moment when laying in bed with Matt and I was whispering to his beautifull closed eyes how everything that happens to us, no matter how good or bad, is just what we need. Oh it was such a nice moment and it felt so good to share it, though I knew he was just barley still listening to me, the doll. I absolutely can not wait till camping next. Hope it gets cooler out so I can sit by the fire.