even llamas cry sometimes...
today was the memorial mass for Sam (the boarder who died) and i went out of respect. you were expected to go, but heaps of people skimped off. it really hit home. i felt touched by the speeches made and the students who loved him for who he was.
i never knew him, and i don't remember ever seeing him around the school, but i cried.
for him. for his family. for his friends.
i poured my heart out for complete strangers, and i feel like a better person.
i know so many people who don't show any kind of emotion when people die. i'm not one of those people. i think if you're going to go to something like this, at least show the rest of the people there that you care.
jesse's ignoring me. i don't know why. Nathaniel says he hardly opens up to anybody. they've been friends for over 4 years and he says he still doesn't know that much about Jesse's life out of school. i can understand that.
and news on the baby front. Amy's mum is pregnant again. Amy's not too happy about it though. i said she'd feel better when the baby was born. another sibling. i want her to have a little brother. she's already got 2 sisters.
i never knew him, and i don't remember ever seeing him around the school, but i cried.
for him. for his family. for his friends.
i poured my heart out for complete strangers, and i feel like a better person.
i know so many people who don't show any kind of emotion when people die. i'm not one of those people. i think if you're going to go to something like this, at least show the rest of the people there that you care.
jesse's ignoring me. i don't know why. Nathaniel says he hardly opens up to anybody. they've been friends for over 4 years and he says he still doesn't know that much about Jesse's life out of school. i can understand that.
and news on the baby front. Amy's mum is pregnant again. Amy's not too happy about it though. i said she'd feel better when the baby was born. another sibling. i want her to have a little brother. she's already got 2 sisters.