*thinks of a title* errrm.. no.. i got nothing!!!
So it pretty much seems like my life sucks atm, and its not because there is anything bad going on, because in all honesty nothing bad is actually happening. Infact i'm feeling ok and i havent be frowning or crying so thats a plus.... But what i mean by sucks, is that although i have all my friends and family etc, i feel like im stuck in a bit of a RUTT. While all my friends go out and enjoy/hate their working lives i have to sit at home and stare at the walls. Yeah i do small stuff like clean or mosey around online, but thats all my life is atm.
When i hear people talk about how they'd love to never work or just hang out and do nothing all day, i dont think they quite realise exactly how that feels. Sure its cool for the first few weeks, maybe months but seriously try living like that for 5 years and see how you feel.
Thursday i went to see my Neurologist Consultant and after waiting for almost an hour *when my appointment was actually slotted in for 4:00 i got seen at 4:50* i literally saw him for less than 5 minutes, only to get a 'there is nothing neurologicaly wrong with you, we cant seem to find out whats wrong, try going to see someone else" speech. Now on the bright side there is nothing majorly brain/spine wrong with me, its sooo freakin frustrating to hear that they still cant seem to fnd whats wrong... FUCK if im spending another 5 years like this... I WANT MY LIFE BACK GOD DAMN IT!!!!
WOW i seriously had no intention of turning this post into a rant lol!!! sorry if ive brought the 5 of you who actually read my shit down hahaha!!!
Anyway, the real reason i came here to post, is that lately ive been reading some really good fanfic... mostly Glee related stuff as as some of you know, ive sort of developed this 'healthy' obsession with all things Glee, FINN & Finchel related haha!!! kajmere
its all your fault lol!!!!
anyways here are the latest ones ive read and liked....
:Sex, Lies & Glee OMG seriously one of my Favorite Glee/Finchel fics everrrr
:Glee Love another great finchel/Glee fic *note its still in progress and unfinished*
:Touch Me most well written and tasteful Finchel smutt ever <3
here are some more fics i posted a few days ago Glee goodness this way
and just because it makes me happy : )
think this pic was taken in Paris... Cory is currently filming Monte Carlo with Supernatural's origional Ruby *Katie Cassidy* so i already know it'll will be awesome just because of that haha!!!