i hate the thought of death.
but
i hate even more hearing about someone die. and knowing they'll never come back.
i didn't even know him.
but i feel like i'll be missing something now.
i feel really stupid saying this but i really don't give a fuck.
you can leave me messages saying "grow up", "get a back bone" or "you didn't know him".
but
this is just how i am.
i wish i would've gotten to meet him.
like gone to Club 300 just to say hey and maybe to get him sign a body part of mine.
even though i didn't know you.
i'll probably miss you like hell.