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Nov 05, 2005 17:13

Yea, well i know i havent been around latly. I have moved. I moved to texas! i know a little far dont you think? Well i moved out here with Danielle. Still having a little issue with Tammy but its more on my part than it is on Danielles. So guess i need to stop buggin. Well i'm living with her family but we are saving up to get our own place. Lets just say her brother and sister arent helping me stop bugging tammy. they like it just as much as i do i think. Well i know i am telling them to leave her a lone more now well i dont know what i am to do about it now. I kind of am home sick but i guess that comes with due time. I'm going to start work monday. i'm a beauty advisor again! woo hoo? yea well it was easy to get! Danielle has a lot harder job than i but gets paid the same thing. but danielle will be making more than me shortly if it is how she explained. I miss her when she is gone though. I think she likes that i miss her though. Because when she got home the first night i started hugging her and everything because i missed her and she said she liked how i was acting. The next day she had me come bring her some lunch on her break and she wants me to come up there again today. its great to know she misses me! Well she showed off my picture to some people at work and they told her she was lucky, made me feel good. Its like i love her but i dont know if i want to spend the rest of my life with her. I know that there is a certian person that would want to spend the rest of her life with danielle and she would die to know that danielle left her to be with some one that isnt sure that she wants to be with her. I guess i'm a horrible person. I think danielle is relising what i'm thinking to because this morning she asked me if i knew what i wanted. Because when she was 20 she had no idea what she wanted. I might not know exactly what i want. but i know i dont want to be with out her. I mean i love her... Right?
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