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[supermixie]

I'm in one of those moods.... Where you just wanna cause trouble. Well guess what? I started talking to Cee Cee... Danielles first love. You talking about a bitter girl. Now thats some bitterness. She was trying to hook back up w/ danielle till she found out about me now she says she wouldnt ever hook back up w/ her. Whatever she wants danielle back bad. We have been sending emails back and forth to each other. Pretty much she just bad mouths danielle and tells me how sweet i am. hmmm.... OK! Well i find it to be funny. I have also been in this mood for the past week or so.. Where i want to cause trouble. Now being that my thoughts have been like this for a while and just getting stronger i am going to cause some kind of uproar in the next couple of days its just how its going ot be. I have been talking to this chick Jacquline... Now she seems to be the one that put me in this mood. I have felt like this since we started talking. Now i know i have a wonderful girlfriend back on the farm but Jacquline seems to be so kick ass. She talks about us hooking up a lot. She knows i have a woman back on the farm too... Doesnt know the extent of it though. I'm never going to cheat on danielle i love her and want to spend the rest of my life w/ her. But i do want to hang out w/ Jacquline more. And i kinda like the fact that she likes me. Makes things more intersting. Now being in the mood to cause mayham me being interested in this girl can cause major problems for me. I'm interested in her but just slightly. Like i said i wouldnt ever cheat on danielle. I have broke down crying b/c i was about to once and *that person knows who you are* and i just wouldnt be able to do it. So maybe i should just take my self out of the problem and not talk or hang out w/ her anymore. You cant be tempted by nothing right? Well danielle knows i hang out w/ jacquline and that she likes me. I was kidding around about how i had an other girlfriend that i was to hang out w/ named jacquline... Danielle didnt seem to on to the idealism i was putting out. So i guess i'm getting to that point that i'm getting a wondering eye again... I need to just close my eyes i guess. I dont know i'm odd. I mean i LOVE danielle and she means the world to me. She said if i ever cheated on her she better not find out or she wouldnt be with me. So i'm not going to even put my self in the postion to cheat. I started bench pressing again yesterday and i havent done it in so long i'm sore today. But no pain no gain right? lol riiiiight! i just want to be in the shape i was during lecross. Well i'm going to go
Much love
[Sabi]