Dear body, please be nice.
Soooo... My bloodresults came back today. Negative.
Which is fucked.. cause this means that all 'simple' (and simple to treat) causes of all the problems with my stomach have been ruled out.
I'm going to see my doctor again tomorrow and she'll probably, like we discussed earlier, send me to the hospital to take a good look at my stomach... By shoving a little camera down my throat and stuff like that. Oh joy. Especially if you consider that I am truly terrified of hospitals and stuff.... So I'll probably have a huge panic attack and kick and scream :S
Fuck it.. I'm sooooooooo scared. Scared of the hospital. Scared of the doctors. Scared there might be something seriously wrong. Scared of everything.
Oh and I now also have the flu! FML.
P.S. to end on a happier note: I contacted FOXlife and they are sending me a new True Blood package, even though it's not their fault that the first one never arrived. Very nice of them :)
Which is fucked.. cause this means that all 'simple' (and simple to treat) causes of all the problems with my stomach have been ruled out.
I'm going to see my doctor again tomorrow and she'll probably, like we discussed earlier, send me to the hospital to take a good look at my stomach... By shoving a little camera down my throat and stuff like that. Oh joy. Especially if you consider that I am truly terrified of hospitals and stuff.... So I'll probably have a huge panic attack and kick and scream :S
Fuck it.. I'm sooooooooo scared. Scared of the hospital. Scared of the doctors. Scared there might be something seriously wrong. Scared of everything.
Oh and I now also have the flu! FML.
P.S. to end on a happier note: I contacted FOXlife and they are sending me a new True Blood package, even though it's not their fault that the first one never arrived. Very nice of them :)