Apr 14, 2003 16:34
I've been really upset all day. I feel really gross about what happened the other night, and I don't think anyone is understanding that. I keep getting story after story about what happened to them, but that's not what I need. I never do things like this, and I don't intend to wake up in any more beds of boys I don't find attractive when sober anytime soon. I really just need someone to be nice to me... which is how I got into the situation in the first place.
Today a guy told me I was swell.