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yeah so last night i was thinking, wow, it's pretty fucking pathetic that we need a holiday as an excuse to be nice to everyone and have "good spirit." stupid bitches. why isn't everyone like that 24/7.
just kidding. i mean, it's better than not having a holiday like christmas at all. I GUESS. kidding again. christmas is pretty cool.
but today was fucking weird. usually my brother wakes me up at like the ass crack of dawn to open gifts...and...he didn't. we didn't even open gifts until like 10 or 11. fucking weird. this is the weirdest christmas ever.
it's nice being with family but seriously i feel like something is missing and i don't know what it is.
i guess it's just another example of change, though. kind of sad.
weirdest christmas ever.
HENCEFORTH i have decided that i need a sleepover with someone! &we'll be in our pajamas and we'll watch a wicked good disney movie (aladdin, beauty and the beast, pocahontas, whatever, you know the flicks) and just...cuddle with a pillow. !!! or blanket.
or with each other. whatever works.
SO WHO'S UP FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!
ha just kidding. except i am soooo not.
=(
my brother won't even hug me!
I NEED TO BE BACK IN MY CHILDHOOD. i miss that little-kid feeling!!!
me = adapting to change = not working.
it's kind of funny. like for lit in the beginning of the year we had to write about our favorite book ever and others picked like ARISTOTLES THEORIES etc... i picked the very hungry caterpillar by eric carle. and my teacher was like "it can tell a lot about someone" and amanda devikk was like "omg thats so true! bc ur like...still a little kid."
EXCEPT I AM SO NOT I AM 16. i just wish i were a little kid.
hahahaha.
TEENAGER. sigHHhhhhhhhhhhhh
"but still there's something there that wasn't there before." - beauty and the beast
oh come on people! disney movie???sing a long tape??? home video??? ANYTHING?
=(
why am i lonely on christmas. OMG THIS SUCKS IM JUST THINKING OF WAYS TO FEEL BAD FOR MYSELF LATELY omg seriously. lately i've just like. not been happy. and i'm saying omg and like way too much right now for my own good. seriously. someone hit me.
then hug me.
=(
hahahahaha im so pathetic.
<3 in a good way though...right...right...ok hug me. :( HAHA.
just kidding. i mean, it's better than not having a holiday like christmas at all. I GUESS. kidding again. christmas is pretty cool.
but today was fucking weird. usually my brother wakes me up at like the ass crack of dawn to open gifts...and...he didn't. we didn't even open gifts until like 10 or 11. fucking weird. this is the weirdest christmas ever.
it's nice being with family but seriously i feel like something is missing and i don't know what it is.
i guess it's just another example of change, though. kind of sad.
weirdest christmas ever.
HENCEFORTH i have decided that i need a sleepover with someone! &we'll be in our pajamas and we'll watch a wicked good disney movie (aladdin, beauty and the beast, pocahontas, whatever, you know the flicks) and just...cuddle with a pillow. !!! or blanket.
or with each other. whatever works.
SO WHO'S UP FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!
ha just kidding. except i am soooo not.
=(
my brother won't even hug me!
I NEED TO BE BACK IN MY CHILDHOOD. i miss that little-kid feeling!!!
me = adapting to change = not working.
it's kind of funny. like for lit in the beginning of the year we had to write about our favorite book ever and others picked like ARISTOTLES THEORIES etc... i picked the very hungry caterpillar by eric carle. and my teacher was like "it can tell a lot about someone" and amanda devikk was like "omg thats so true! bc ur like...still a little kid."
EXCEPT I AM SO NOT I AM 16. i just wish i were a little kid.
hahahaha.
TEENAGER. sigHHhhhhhhhhhhhh
"but still there's something there that wasn't there before." - beauty and the beast
oh come on people! disney movie???sing a long tape??? home video??? ANYTHING?
=(
why am i lonely on christmas. OMG THIS SUCKS IM JUST THINKING OF WAYS TO FEEL BAD FOR MYSELF LATELY omg seriously. lately i've just like. not been happy. and i'm saying omg and like way too much right now for my own good. seriously. someone hit me.
then hug me.
=(
hahahahaha im so pathetic.
<3 in a good way though...right...right...ok hug me. :( HAHA.