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[supermccgirl]

I am headed towards an imminent failure. This is what rock bottom feels like. I realized today that there is no one I can talk to anymore about what I am really feeling. Eveyday it's just passing moments and I've isolated myself from myself. I feel like I am two different people. Who I really am and who I pretend to be. I pretend to be a happy person and easy to get a long with, I put on a show for people just so they'll like me. I'm sick. I've been sick for a really long time. What ever happened to the golden ball? :(((((((((((((((((

But enough whining because Tom Robins really is right when he said, "It's never too late to have a happy childhood." I guess I'll keep trying.