across the night, it was the moon that stole my slumber across the nighhhht, i fell in love with....
people sleeping. i don't mean to make you cry but these feelings run right through the night.and i'll only make you cry with these feeeeeeellllinnnngs.
i hate my mood swings so much. one second i'll be like i love stephan so much i love bruce so much then the next minute i'll be close to tears. it's so weird. not even just about wanting a significant other. i dread going back to school. i'll hate driving there then get to first period and i'll be happy the rest of the day because i love matt dunne and sarah hooley and stephan migneault and randy peterson and all my other friends. when i'm not with friends i'm thinking too much and hating it half the time because i'm thinking of stuff that i shouldn't be concerned with. i want spring no more goddamn snow i hate when the weather is depressing. gah i've vented to my close friends about this but i guess it wasn't enough and needed to do it here. i love silverchair their cd diorama is so passionate and awesome, half of it is orchestrated and awesome and magical sounding i love it. then their old stuff is rock n roll and makes me want to dance (fast dancing,) newer stuff makes me want to slow dance with stephan migneault. i think that's all i hope i didn't forget anything. never seen the sunshine from higher points then sunnnnrissssse. i don't wanna be lonely, i just want to be alone.
love,
julian
p.s. i can't wait for my beloved cd to come in the mail this week i've been looking forward to it soooo much it's going to be awesome when i get it.
i hate my mood swings so much. one second i'll be like i love stephan so much i love bruce so much then the next minute i'll be close to tears. it's so weird. not even just about wanting a significant other. i dread going back to school. i'll hate driving there then get to first period and i'll be happy the rest of the day because i love matt dunne and sarah hooley and stephan migneault and randy peterson and all my other friends. when i'm not with friends i'm thinking too much and hating it half the time because i'm thinking of stuff that i shouldn't be concerned with. i want spring no more goddamn snow i hate when the weather is depressing. gah i've vented to my close friends about this but i guess it wasn't enough and needed to do it here. i love silverchair their cd diorama is so passionate and awesome, half of it is orchestrated and awesome and magical sounding i love it. then their old stuff is rock n roll and makes me want to dance (fast dancing,) newer stuff makes me want to slow dance with stephan migneault. i think that's all i hope i didn't forget anything. never seen the sunshine from higher points then sunnnnrissssse. i don't wanna be lonely, i just want to be alone.
love,
julian
p.s. i can't wait for my beloved cd to come in the mail this week i've been looking forward to it soooo much it's going to be awesome when i get it.