Aug 11, 2004 23:34
____Strange how life turns out. Tomorrow is school. I have emotional anxiety. HE gives me unneeded emotional anxiety, and I wish it could all just go away tonight. Right now.
TONIGHT. RIGHT. NOW.
As Of This Hour.
[it should end.]
I'm just kind of scared. Scared of seeing the people who are still together..wondering, thinking. Scared of what I might find out. Scared of seeing him. Scared of not seeing him. Scared of being alone. Scared of not knowing. Scared of the world.
I am scared of the world once more....
Won't you please take my hand and guide me?