Aug 06, 2004 01:31
It was pretty weird. I almost cried when I saw him.
When seeing the person you loveD (past tense) the most for the first time in TWO MONTHS, it makes you hurt.
But I didn't cry for too long.
I felt like a lot got off my shoulders.
Yeah. I mean.
No more waiting for calls. What's the use? He doesn't have anything I have. (EXCEPT MY LOCKET :[ *sadness*)
No more anything.
I wore a nice green top with a miniskirt and had my hair all nice with lipgloss. Damn. I mean, not to sound obnoxious, but I looked good. I say this b/c I FELT GOOD.
He looked at me in that "I want you way", SMILING really wide. AND he looked me up and down THREE TIMES in a ROW. I know he won't want me back, but that felt good too.
I tried. Oh well. Can't say I didn't. No regrets. Nada lada.
:]
So yeah.
My post was supposed to be entirely on this:
SK33Tsavelitolcrayon69 <--Andrew wants me to use that as my new AIM sn. HAHAHA. And I wanted to remember that fo-evah.
FOUR SHIZZLES as how Bryant would say.
Tomorrow is the lock-in, and I hope to hang out /and/ talk to that special someone. But I highly doubt it. He has my DVD. So..I have a reason to. HEHEHEEH. :]:]
Don't feel sorry
Don't feel sorry
For me
Yeah.