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who do you think is THE ONE? cuz personally i consider whatever poor guy is gonna end up eventually marrying me THE ONE. and if you mean the one who's gonna turn me "clingy", he is, i can promise you that, although i plan on only clinging to him and no one else for a hopefully long time.
and i still dont get why u think u dont know who the real me is. i am the real me. you had the real me before we went out, it just didnt work out ok? i dont want to be anything but friends with you. if you'll accept that and the fact that I AM ME then we can go back to normal, but if u insist on "searching for the true courtney" then theres no way you'll ever find me.
im not holding anything back with him, i want this to work out more than ive wanted anything else to. he doesnt need to tell you how i am because i can tell you right now i'm happier than ive been since the first time i got hurt. does that answer all your questions? and no i wont tell you who or how i got hurt, so dont bother asking again. you wanted to make that pain go away, but you couldnt. he can. leave it alone
Re: Uh huh.....
codethis
2006-03-12 04:43 am UTC (link)
wow, how did i never read this before?
its nice to know I actually was that person to you, and it was for a very long time
hopefully you've found that again, or will, whichever you prefer
hott adore mi amor, para la última vez
and i still dont get why u think u dont know who the real me is. i am the real me. you had the real me before we went out, it just didnt work out ok? i dont want to be anything but friends with you. if you'll accept that and the fact that I AM ME then we can go back to normal, but if u insist on "searching for the true courtney" then theres no way you'll ever find me.
im not holding anything back with him, i want this to work out more than ive wanted anything else to. he doesnt need to tell you how i am because i can tell you right now i'm happier than ive been since the first time i got hurt. does that answer all your questions? and no i wont tell you who or how i got hurt, so dont bother asking again. you wanted to make that pain go away, but you couldnt. he can. leave it alone
Re: Uh huh.....
codethis
2006-03-12 04:43 am UTC (link)
wow, how did i never read this before?
its nice to know I actually was that person to you, and it was for a very long time
hopefully you've found that again, or will, whichever you prefer
hott adore mi amor, para la última vez