Holy shit.......here comes real life.

[superman808]

havent posted in quite awhile. not like anyone reads this or even comments on it. my life is coming to one of its biggest crossroads right now...moving out on my own....taking responsibility for my life. and i tell you one thing....im scared. im scared of failing. even if ive never realized it before, i rely on my mom to much to let me off the hook for stuff, let me slide on a bill or 2, let me slide a little on rent...its not gonna be like this on my own. landlords dont care if you had a bad week at work and are gonna let you slide a little on the rent. scary. i should do ok. i hope. i probably wont be eating much cause i well...wont have money to, maybe thats a blessing in disguise. who knows. and to one person in particular...im sorry if i ever made you feel like being religious is a bad thing. i love you and would never judge you. your beliefs are yours, mine are mine, i respect you so much and love you with all my heart whatever choices you make in life. as long as your happy. well...enough for this post. i dont know why i write this sometimes...sometimes it doesnt even matter. oh, and i did a new painting, not my best, but it definetely describes my feelings the last week.


shane / Mr. Pink
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