the fear of two's

[superman2222]

well as many of you already know my parents have become separated and by saying this i am not looking for attention or any of that. especially i do not want to hear of "you better know you can talk to me". first off i assume it, second off it is old. when parents separate as those of you who have experienced this know it sucks and everythign goes from one to two i hate the two's.
1. two diffrent family's
2. two diffrent houses
3. two diffrent oppinons
4. two diffrent battles
5. two diffrent types of friends
6. two diffrent looks
7. two more i love yous(empty words)
8. two more insults to a person you love(uneeded thougts)
9. two more tears in an hour
10. two more sorry's, you didn't rip them appart it;s not Your fault

the worst number ONE is the emptey closet. i saw it today. it killed me and always will

thats all i can think of right now but there are many more. it is very hard but i have great friends who take it all and are awsome to talk to and let it all out too. i just want them to know that i love them. there are a few who i have shown the new hosue two and that was really hard for me and i want to thank them all for being there it ment a lot and they will never understad. and there is one who sat on porch with me for 3 hours, that ment almost the most to me and i thank this person so much. I love you all. you help turn my twos to ones. thank you