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Nov 11, 2008 15:23

For the past few months I've haven't been able to get someone out of my head. Most people could easily figure out who that is. But something about him will never leave my thoughts. We went through some shit and resolved it easily, that person has been there for me for almost a year now and vice versa we still talk and are good friends and I'm happy with that but a little part of me or something in my conscious/ subconscious, who knows. Will always want more. Maybe I think about them the way I think about most of my good friends all the time, but even I think thats highly doubtable.

Oh well, my 19th birthday past recently and as each day passed before and after it I feel like I gained things. Right now I've realized that I've been surrounding myself with people I really love. Every time I see my friends I literally get happy and delighted to be around them and I'm finally starting to truly open my self up, become uninhibited and really trust them. My relationship with you guys is great. Most of you girls, especially Jenn and Sarah, are truly great I'm so glad I got to see Searle on my birthday weekend and I'm extremely happy to see Jenn all the time now.
Also, I spent a day of my weekend with some old friends. Sam, Katie, and Emilie mainly and its good to know that as much as we don't see each other whenever we do, we pick up where we left off. I had a good heart to heart with all of them and really bonded. It felt good. Either way everything really slathers the fact that I'm glad I stayed down south and done all that I have.

Thanks everyone and I had a really good weekend
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