puzzles
i feel so puzzled.
I never get stances.
Like what type of situation something is, why I get a clue too late, certain things I don't understand and wont figure out until whatever it is I am going through is over.
Boys, School, and my Future.
One thing I am really glad about is that, I'm being honest with myself about my life. sure, anesthesiology would have been nice and definitely rewarding. But that is not me. I should choose to do or consider what I like doing, something I'm actually interested in. even though its a little late in the year and to be making seemingly irrational decisions, I'm really content in admitting this to myself. so yeah, I've applied to a few art schools and liberal arts college's. I hope things work out with them. there are so many positive things that will come with them and my choices to stray away from a plan that I've been concocting for years. if i go to New York, I'll be obviously alone but Michael is just a train away, if I choose to go to a small school in Florida, oh well, its a decision for me, and my happiness.
I am so happy to be myself and to pursue a life for me.
I love my family and my friends.
I never get stances.
Like what type of situation something is, why I get a clue too late, certain things I don't understand and wont figure out until whatever it is I am going through is over.
Boys, School, and my Future.
One thing I am really glad about is that, I'm being honest with myself about my life. sure, anesthesiology would have been nice and definitely rewarding. But that is not me. I should choose to do or consider what I like doing, something I'm actually interested in. even though its a little late in the year and to be making seemingly irrational decisions, I'm really content in admitting this to myself. so yeah, I've applied to a few art schools and liberal arts college's. I hope things work out with them. there are so many positive things that will come with them and my choices to stray away from a plan that I've been concocting for years. if i go to New York, I'll be obviously alone but Michael is just a train away, if I choose to go to a small school in Florida, oh well, its a decision for me, and my happiness.
I am so happy to be myself and to pursue a life for me.
I love my family and my friends.