Aug 18, 2003 17:32
so i made a mistake. i really really really large mistake. and i regret it. but it happened. and i cant take it back no matter how much i try. and this hurts someone i still love.i dont think she loves me anymore. i could sit here and blame it on hundereds of things. try to make it not my fault. but it was. and i need to take responsibility.
so i went to boise last night. someone asked how kaus was. enough said.
listen, dont ever ever do something that will hurt someone you love. its the worst feeling in the world. its not fucking worth it.
later days.