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Im sorry i cant be what you want me to be, i cant give you everything that you need or want, but im tryin to be so good for you, but it just doesnt look like i am?
....idk why but it hurts when you tell me you dont care, like a stabb in the stomach. i just need you to be here for me right now more than ever please, i know that im not makin things easy for either one of us right now but things are just really confussing right now and im sorry for all this shitt.....i love you
so yah i really dont know what to do about anything anymore, its all so confussing REEEENY REEEENY REEENNY LJ BITCHING WOOT WOOT! im done...well im really not i havnt even gotten started but thats enough for today.
oh yah i start counseling again......i wonder how this will go.